saturday itself.... like wow!...cant be describe... so the happening.. so teh happy moment in week... yah la after so many days under medication... eventhough there's certain thing make my heart feel like ouch!... but still HAPPY...

argh!...haf to wake up morning.. yah cant wait to go to ITE DOVER... kol su den discuss on where to meet... den clean up myself... hmmm.... most stressful part when i want to go out... this only happen when i last minute prepare... i keep on changing cloths... jus couldnt decide on wat to where... coz i guz in wat eva i wear... it would either be too short or too daring or too transparent... people who used to went out with me, u should noe how i usually wear... hmmm... finally decide on wearing maroon polka dot see-thru chongsum blouse n mini skirt... with scorpion hairstyle.. cute aladdin shoe... k fine... early in the morning, siren is already on... usual mummy nag... blah... blah.. blah... den meet su at jp den lead down taking 198... gues wat... we like typical people where they like so eager to go down the bus n hail a cab... n noe wat... there's nocab... ira's performance is starting soon... n there's we go again like mad women waiting for cab... k finally get a cab but then the cab was kind of slow.. argh!... fine the moment we reach there, the thingy is over... ooowww!... miss it!.. nvm... there r still other show performed by ite clementi student... i saw HUSSAIN... damn!...he's so cute n handsome with long sleeve shirt... haiz... *melting*... k fine... den talk to him... enjoying the performances... great.. it was like already ite clementi conquer... *grin* surprisingly saw nas n that particular sumone.. yah u noe who la eh... hmmm.... wateva i saw, i dun want to comment much...juz thot things going to be different... but i thot it wrong... nvm... *zipped* keep it to the heart... den i went to the balloon place... coz the dikir boys was there... fun! really fun by the way the make different cute voice... yah by using the helium... n surprisingly again they give me one balloon... wweee! happy dok!... but its PINK hor... u noe upon how much i dun tat really like pink... but too bad people gave it to me already... den while waiting for ira, i n su walked ard... n yes!... me n the PINK balloon... n yah not forgetting i took another orange balloon... wow!..juz how happy i am to hold those balloon... but way out my orange baloon burst due to my cigeratte... shiut!

went to harbour front... wondering y?... he juz to take pic of sentosa...hehehe... while we r there... yan n farhan came along.. yah su's baby n ira frewn... n i'm there like lamp-post... haiz... nvm... as usual me... i'm the noisy n clowny one... lucky there's my balloon.. den we lead down to esplande... took pictures also... wow! the view was like wow!... like it... make me so the emotional for the moment looking at the beatiful scenery... den lead down to town...

the people was so the many lor... packo... ira took her makeover pic... they were so nice... she help to develope for us some... thx... wel walking down to cineleisure... thot of watching the HONEY HIP HOP DANCE COMPETITION ... BUT too many people crowding ard the event... the music was power... but too bad... we go eating at LJS... eat n laugh n talk... hehehe... walk beghind cineleisure after eating... den saw the budak dikir... n yah wandy is there with faezah... fine wateva... n this is the moment.. wandy try to burst my balloon... but i was like running away n screaming like mad... wow! just dun let me scream... people were just turning n looking... paiseh... but do i care... i shouted for abt three time.. totally like a kid as i can say for myself... people were surprise.... n yah my aladdin shoe almost torn... the side part... *weep* my favourite shoe... den head down to heeran... juz to buy new shoe for replacement.. actually i dun want to... but nvm.. juz buy one.. i bought the brown shoe with flower n the hook is like slant... cute... hehehe like it... i was like excited lor... haf new shoe.. i asked su, ira , yan ,a'an whether its nice... ucky they say nice... den walked to orchard mrt... hehehe on the way there... infront of taka... there's this one performance by WICKEDAURA BATUCABA... they played the instrument was like WOW!... superb... marvelous... POWER!... i feel like as if i'm at a concert... POWER to the max... after they perform we walk back... damn! tiring siak... reached home... mum was surprised to see me get back home so the early on saturday... usually i'll reached home after midnight... not even a rest, my mum asked to accompany to jp... *sigh* fine... reached at the kiddy palace, fucking hell... feel like buying every doll... i want tis one swan lake doll... cute... but too bad... n yah my mum bought for me some clothes... heheh.. first one of it she dun want o buy for me... coz the below part of the shirt is netting... but usual phycho... den fine i need to rush home for meeting... fun going out with my mum... laugh like mad... but got certain part where i got heart-pain... i told her i want to join kick-boxing... its been a long time i've been wanting to take up that course... but too busy ah... next time den... she was laughing like hell... to my reaction.. i shout for my dad... coz that moment were r already at our level... i was like "ayaahhh! tgk la... ibu jahat... dier ketawe kan sri... aayyyaahhh! tgk ah... " hmmm... everybody in the house was laughing.. n pity my mum... she was abt to story it to my dad... BUT my dad went to their room n shut the door when she didnt even finish talking... ish! ish!... *gigle*

finally out to my aunt place den to ALIF... fun... discussing abt the event on sunday... ish kecoh... fine i'm fucking tired.. n eyes is becoming more painful... argh!... listening to my dad working life stroy with his worker, hehehe funny siak... back home, straight away kol frewn... hehehe...another fun... but end up kind of pissed... but nvm... argh!..tired la... sleepy sumore... bye then... sori if the entry is too long... hehehe... *grin*

hmmm... today i one whole day at home... very the boring... planning to meet shasha but canceled... y?.. i dunno.. n btw i'm kind of reluctant to go out... lazy la... wel my eyes condition is a ok... but!... i guez there a new cut in my eyes.. usually wen i used the two eyedrops, my eyes wont hurt... but today, wen i used the "g" medicine, my eyes feel like want to pop out... fucking pain lor... n sumhow i feel lazy to put the eyedrops already... tiring la... every one or two hour have to put... not one but two...

luckily, in the afternoon or sumwhere mid noon, i talked to PC... at least i wont be that bored... funny la talking to PC...i just couldnt believe with wat PC says... totally funny...

n yah just now, i try dedicate songs thru internet to say it with music.. i dunno whether its out or not... wel basicly, i dedicate for him la... with the song, I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU or HERE WITHOUT YOU... hmmm... nice songs rite?... wel wat can i do... nvm.. forget it...

damn! one whole day, i was hungry... keep on eating n searching for food... i was like keep on craving for food... juz now i feel like eating kway tew beef noodle... den feel like eating chocolate ice-cream... den etc... wowo! lots of things i've been craving for.. still remember that time wen i'm out with mum... walking along haig road..first at the food centre, i told her i want "kentang ball"... den want mee soto... we walked passed S-11... i sense beef steak... den craving to eat that... at the same time want to eat spring chicken... wow!... den walked down to geylang wet market... i feel like eating chendol... suddenly craving for "laksa penang".... ish! sri.... wats wrong with you lately... i dunno la eh... luckily my craving for the fruit"kedongdong" (usually pregnant woman will eat it) have gone... coz i got it already.. yummy yum!... haiz... *deep sigh*

*deep sigh*... relief... my condition is getting better... yah how can it not get any better if i never sleep for the whole nite... thx to my frenz, they willing to accompany me... wel by talking on the phone la... eventhough its for awhile... but i appreciate it so much...

shasha, i noe u'll be reading this... upon wat happen to u yesterday... i understand how u feel... yup i've went thru wat u going thru now... n yah it do hurts... but all i can say.. as an advise from a fren, Be Strong ... believe me... but it all up to u... i dun dare to advise much... not to say i dun care abt ma frenz... but as usuall people says "its easier said than done"... so cheer up oteh... i'll be here for u...

back to ma today life... the doctor give me a choice... either stay in the hospital n the nurse take care of me... or i put the medicine on my own continueously... of course i can do it on ma own... SRI STRONG N BRAVE *giggle*... wel i got three days mc.. woohoo!!... kind of excited but partly no... coz wat am i going to do at home for the up-coming three days... k la minus the friday coz i need to see them again for check-up... i miss skul (yah rite).... actually i miz being with ma frenz... even juz noe i went back to skul to give my teacher the mc, i sumhow feel leftout... i dunnno.. seems like many things i dunno.. nobody keep me update... *weep* haiz..but sumhow i do felt the care from them... thx... i'm glad to meet u guys juz now... take care.. love you all... muackz

i noe wen i'm sick, i can eventually get the attention n care from people... especially my parent.. eventhough my dad is currently too bz with his work.. but at least, he can still asked abt my condition... n my mum, hmmm... i dunno how to thx her... she did so much for me... she didnt go to work for two days.. n the coming friday she's taking half-day leave... n usual going out with her, i cant forget buying stuff for myself.. n sumhow she paid all... i dunno how much they haf spent on me... the appointment itself cost 150+ bucks... add on with the clothes i bought for shazlin b'day, the food n beverages... n yah my computer stuff... hehehe juz becozi wan to make her let me use the comp, i bought the glass filter... clever rite?... blank cd with reason for my couzin b'day... yah la i'm going to be the deejay there...wow! too much la... when it come to shopping + not foking out any cent, i can go mad... *wink*

haiz... i juz want to thanks all who care n love me ...

Fairytale Dreams

You'll never know how much this hurts
But slowly I'm letting go of you
Realising that is wasn't meant to be
Believing its all a dream
I want what I'm saying to all be true

You meant so much to me
You made me happy
You made me sad
But your all I ever wanted
All I ever needed
I'd found you
But then I lost you

I didn't realise that losing you
Would be such a bad nightmare
I remember being with you was like a dream,
A fairytale
Yet this is not one of those that end
'And they lived happily ever after'
Just remember when the Prince left the Princess
Her whole world shattered,
She had died on the inside
Nothing left to live for
Her one true love, had gone

Just remember this when your next reading a fairytale,
You treated me like the Princess, but then you changed,
I was no longer the Princess,
Someone else had taken my Prince
My love, My saviour
They had taken you

today i went for the appointment... wel luckily the process was kind of fast... coz mine is direct access... wel kind of shocked to hear that the condition itself was kind of serious.. its like a cornier ulcer... n this cornier ulcer an cause blindness... wow!... dun siak!... the doctor checked n checked... i was like in n out the the room itself for dunno how many times... by rite i'm supposed to be warded... coz they said usually this kind of thingy they will admit the patient straight away.... but they said mine was kind of strange... nobody had this before... hmmm... surprise!... haiz... tomolo i have to go back there again... for now i juz need to apply eyedrop every one hour... n i cant sleep... hmmmm.... wonder who want to accompany me today...wel if it not getting any better, i shld be warded by tomolo... awww! i'm going to miss everybody... life in hospital will be fucking boring lor... if sumhow i'm being warded, i dun wan to be in a ward or room with so many people... i would rather be alone or juz two people in a room... haiz... wonder wats going to happen next... my mum really control wateva i usually do... now i use the comp also got time limit... n sumhow i have to use sunglasses.... pathetic!... haiz... juz wait for the news tomolo... if u guys didnt see any update in my blog, that means i'm being warded... i'm there is, den i'm not... n request... if i'm warded, do come n visit me... heheheh... *grin*

i miss my frens... all of them.. especially my ite pal.. one day without them, my world is no fun... n today soccer,i didnt get to watched... as usual ah... my mummy...

to all my pals, i'm sori if i never attend to skul for the past few days... i really miss u alots... jus wish the best for me... nthing i'll keep one of u update... to ira n su, sori if sumhow i'm being leftout for the moment... i'll get back with the project as soon as possible... u guys too keep me update k... sure i can go out... but it all depend ah...

k la to everybody.... TAKE CARE N ENJOY UR WEEK....

today i didnt went to skul... ma body still aching... ma eyes still hurts... wel i'm down with sore eye... due to the contact lens... shit!... i went to the doctor... by rite, i'm lazy to c doctor... waste of money... but sumhow i'm being forced... fine!... i went to the jurong polyclinic... damn! i hate going there coz the service is damn fucking slow... but cheap ah.... haiz!.. the moment i step into the building, i'm fucking lost... like lost in the jungle... previously i juz went in n take temperature den register at the side counter... but now... got pre-register... idiot... fine... register n eveerything.. wait for ma no being called... den meet the doctor... n surprisingly, i have to be referred to hospital... wow! tat serious ah... fine wateva... doctor said its urgent... but sumhow the service there make it not urgent... fucker!... i went to the referral room... one hell of a slow service... i waited for abt 1 hr... for juz the assurance from the hospital... people waiting outside was kind of pissed too.. argh!... finally m name being kol... luckily i didnt pay it at the counter above... wow! the cost was $8.. but instead after all the taking medicine n meeting up with doctor once again... the whole service cost $6.10... hehehe jus becoz i got discount for the medicion thingy.. student rate la... but got lot of cock up here n there... aahh! nvm its over... juz wait for tomolo... the appointment is at 9.30 am.... yes its in the morning.. n i'm still wondering how am i going to wake up that early... tot i would like to ask ma fren along but sunhow mummy want to accompany me there... one the good ah.. coz if going out with her, i save my money alot... heheheh... but one thing she will nag non-stop... saying this la , saying that la... argh! i juz hate people keep on repeating things over n over again...

wel yah... i forgot to update u guys with wats happening for the past two days... on the saturday itself, morning i followed ma mummy to the market... at the same time, sent ma grandma see doctor... n yah the waiting there was kind of slow... really slow... for waiting five patient before us, we have to wait 1 hour... i told ma mum n nyai... "semua yang kat dalam tu semua nenek-nenek dan makcik-makcik manje".... yah one example is ma nyai.. i can she tat she want to be pampered by the doctor... hehehe... den saw nana... den find.. eat, back home den rest... PC kol me but that time i wasnt at home... fine kol PC back... talk n talk n talk... PC said wanna meet up... k fine i anything... tot meeting up under ma blok... but never... tot of meeting up at other place... but never... end up after all the dressed up n everything... we never meet up... for the moment, i was pissed... n obviously i changed my tone... sort tau.... luckily, there's home... i can still chilled there... wait till dawn... den off i meet nana... den to town den to liat towers... den down to hrc... yah i went to hrc (Hard Rock Cafe)... at that moment in time we still couldnt decide to go JAMS or HRC... finally decided to go HRC, coz its ladies nite... surprise to see queenstownians there... yah like armizat n zul... shahidah was obviously with me... n yah not for getting the sumone who once want to get to know me , rabu iskandar... i guez i got his name rite... k wateva... i tot it was big... but sumhow its small... but ok la... the music was a oteh... the crowd was a oteh... the environment was a oteh... *grin* one the one thing i fine it lame in a club... is the live band... they played rock, r&b n reggae... luckily the second part of the performance was consider can dance music... all the way i was dancing with my quest pal... wel i miss the chance to dance with consider one cute guy.... earlier part of the music already remind me of sumone... wel ya shld noe who... witht the song "i'm still in love with you - sean paul n sasha"... yah i noe i shld keep on thinking abt him.. but too bad i did.. for all i noe, i really miss him... the love for him, i dun want to say much... coz no point telling if in the end knowing that he doesnt belong to me... am i rite?... let him be happy with her... k fine wateva... wel we chilled near takashimaya.... fun... having nana can eventually 'melatar'... surprise!... but ok la... den till the next morning... i n nana went to cik nani hse... they said got meeting... n yah 7.30am we r already at her place... we slept there... tired man!... den woke up ard 11+... that is when ma eyes start to sore... damn it!.. it fucking painful... den help out in wraping the b'day door gift... after that we get ready to go home... actually only me who went back home for a while... change ma contact lens to spec... den we proceed on to causeway point... wel we go n eat n eat n eat at seoul garden... wow!... never thot it would be so fun... with ma abgs... hehehe... un... den they proceed down to ma hse again... as usual ma mum try to find fault in me... hate it... nite, kol sumone... talk n talk n talk... rather kind of broring kind of conversation... coz i wanted to say sumting but i dun want to hurt that person... so be it... let myself hurt... frankly i'm sick of tired listening thing keep on happening over n over again... but wat can i say... they want it that way... all the best my frens...

to all those who r in a relationship rite now n sumhow u guys have misunderstanding, good luck... hope everything goes well. back to normal as how u wish it would....

hmmm juz finish taking my shower... ahhh finally feel so fresh... *giggle* after one whole day at home with juz my bra n skirt on... i change to pyjamas until my dad reach home... heheheh... who cares nwae.. juz my mum n my nyai...

damn! one whole day i felt so sleepy... so tired... so restless... morning wake up... n that will be ard 10+... hehehe... n of course i'm already late for skul... i was kind of reluctant to go... but juz to meet den n give back him vcd... i get ready for skul... haiz... i wonder how many times i spray the new perfume... my nose turned red... n cant stop sneezing... i came to skul like nobody biznes... kol a'ah n surprisingly she's already at clementi central... she's not going for the next claz...wel nvm... lucky there's den n qush... i entered the claz like as if i jus came back from the toilet... so the slumber... hehehe... lucky its lim p.g lesson... she's alrite with it... happy to c my malay frenz whom i treat like ma brother n sister... yah i'm the smallest... in size n sumhow in age... but still the cutest... *lol*... i guez its one of the fact... coz most guy fall for my cuteness... n i'm still wondering y... wel nwae... i wen to the canteen after that... n wow... the people from yesterday disturb me with the nick "ching-ching"... hehehe... mus started it all first... i tot they forgot abt it... but too bad... guy always have a good memories in all this thingy... *smile*... aww! my hearts melting!... seeing the sumone i admire... damn!... cant take my eyes of him... the first one i didnt make it so obvious la... but the second one... n that was before i went off... damn!... my heart really melting.... my surrounding seems so bright... his eyes... his smile..... wow!... tak leh ang babe!...

wel we chilled at the opposite block... juz me, qush n den... though it kind of pathetic wen its only the three of us... but i'm fine with it... wel basicly wen it come to the conversation bt me n qush... we will always talk sumthing base on relationship... i'll tell him abt how i feel n he'll jus understand me with that...thx qush for being a good listener... wel he sumtimes asked me bonus questions... juz like jus now... he asked me "kalau ko ade matair, ko control tak?"... hmmmm... teringat kisah lame... *smile*.. .wel i dun want to repeat mistake like before... yes previously i used to control nas... wel i guez guys do need some freedom like girl too... so i'll try to be more understanding... but!... there will still be a but... he have to tell me his where-about... so i wont get worried easily... all relationship is base on trust n honesty... so to gain the trust from sumone, u also have to be honest... rite?... as for me, i practice it eversince my first relationship... i never ever kept any secret from him before... n even if i did, i'll tell him in the end... but too bad, sumone dun understand my way... n seems to be taking advantage of it... but nvm, i forgive u... *wink*

the moment i got back home... i go straight to my beloved comp... sitting there doing nothing... damn! i'm getting sleepy... so wen to my room... light some cigratte...my mum kol up asking me to vacuum the hse... i say "yah!"... but in the end, i crawled up on my lovely greenish flowerish bed, i turned to the rite... n unknowingly, i slept... till my mum reached home... my room is so dark... haiz sri!... sleep pass mahgrib... setan!.. ish! seliseh....

watched the apm... haiz... miss for the second time... i usually attend all this kind of stupid but yet cool show... i watched it at tv only... the performance was superb... their voice... the way tehy controol their voice... wow!... make me want to be a singer... *giggle*... i asked my mum wat happen if i be a singer... she say "be ah"... "so long u noe how to bring urself"... i told her,"i guez my grandma(father side) will be surprised..." yah la... i consider myself as the rebellious grand daughter... not to say i talk back to my grandparent before... but i'm totally different for the other granddaughter... the rest of them have wore the tudung.. whereas me, i'm still with my dye hair... nose n ear piercing... outfit like a bitch... tak tutup aurat... haiz... ape nak jadi sri!... k back to the show... n yah... i was flatted with hazrul nizam performance... my hearts melt.. the song is like wow!.. keep on reminding of sumone... ya noe yourself... yah of course... isnt that song i dedicate especially for him.. only him... nobody can take over that song.. wen even i ws kind of pissed wen i saw an entry that says he gave this song to sumone... but never mind... sumthing do convience me that the song is still mine... knid of not satisfide with the award given... HAZRUL NIZAM should win the best song in singapore... n potential singer in singapore.... bias people... *grin*

haiz... i dunnno y my tummy is bulging... n lately i cant stop eating... keep on drinking water.... or should i say i'm addicted to PEACH TEA... *sigh* i dunno...

hehehe today i never go for lesson... but just go to skul to follow the soccer bus... as usual biggest fan of soccer.... fun lots of fun.... kena disturb... got fight... haiz... wel we lost to macpherson... 3-1... no our luck i gues.... for me, i had fun being with the soccer boys... with sham, rahim, rahman, nas, mus, sharil, hafiz, man, rizal, said... wow!...love it baby!... i cant stop laughing... not to say i'm flirting but i juz loving it.... den the most best part... wen the part i told hafis i want to ching-ching... hehehe... everybody was laughing... n making fun of it... wel i dun mind... i can take joke... n my whole outing , i was focusing on two guy... i find them cute n adorable... ummm....

i miss everybody now... i miss my x... i miss my fren... i miss my cousinz... i miss the past... i wish i can turned back time... *sigh*

You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and
self-absorbed, one thing is certain - life with
you will never be boring!


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla

hmmm.... surprise! surprise!... lots of people backing up for sumone... n lots of my pal back up for me too.... hei let me tell u this girl.... they say wat eva written in your stupid board is due to their own thinking... even though i'm might be a good influential person... but in this kind of thingy... i wont ask for people help... i can stand up on my own... i dun need people help like u... saying that i shld grow up... saying that i not mature... saying this n tat in my blog.... come on la girl... u think u can bring me down by saying all those stupid fucking shitty words to me... u r saying that to me... wow!... wrong person la... i self proclaim i'm a bitch... n wats more for u to say about me...

sial ah.... i hate people who talk too over confident... yah fucking big deal is it if he's your now!... so wat if i'm the past! eh let me tell u this ah eh... you shld be fucking glad that u got the new him... the different kind of him...


*to be continue.....

hehehe.... pathetic game i ever watched... ITE Clementi vs ITE Tampines.... n we lost... 8-1... idiot rite... n thru out the game i was kind of pissed of... wel eventhough there were ALOT of GUYZ ... but sumhow i find most of them r attention seeker... some of them are berg... cute... haiz... cant resist... oh yah!... saw izzati n salinah... normal thing la... not so gagah over meeting with dem... hmmm.... i kind of pissed off with the environment actually.... too noisy n got lots of irritating pest... jus like one guy.... keep on koling ma name... "sri! sri!"... n i was like paiseh there... lots of guys were ard me... n he koling me... den everybody looked... damn it!... n sumhow after the first half, he keep on bugging me for ma no.... argh!... irritating!... wat saying me sombong n everything... so wat do i care... once i say no means no... eventhough he's kus fren... but for all i care is that i dun want... dun want to get involve in fren's fren... nah!...learn my lesson already... i feel paiseh n guilty u noe... went back time... wooohooo!... lol.... the soccer boys was like cracking jokes... disturbing one another... n as usual me, cant stop laughing... hehehe.... n sumhow, i got to talk n have fun with everybody... the new january intake people whom i dun really talked to them, also i started talking... hehehe... as usual me!.... friendly... slumber... haiz... seriously we have a lot of fun... hearing guys comdeming n gossiping abt guys... wow!..rare rite!.... guys talked abt guys... frankly worst than girls... haiz... wel i cant take my eyes of this one particular guy... wel i dunno y.... crush maybe... ahhh for all i care... but wat eva happen today, upon wat i feeling inside, i guez i'm having fun n being entertain by my skulmate... one hell of a fun...

n yah i got to talked to alot of people wen i reached home... wel u should noe yourself huh... hei dun think nas eh.... hello no where i can contact him.... hmmm.... nvm... n now i'm now cant be sleeping... hungry... where's ma daddy?... i need food... n yah this lately, i've been eating non stop... but yet people still say me skinny... hmmm... i gues they r blind... i'm putting on weight la... argh!...wat eva... no matter wat, i still want to make myself stress... coz thats the only way i can slim down... hehehe... tip for those who think ur fat... dun need to waste money... *lol*

woohoo!... i'm starting to get bitchy once again..... now this time round, i'm going to be in the team... like it or not... I DUN CARE! I DUN GIVE A FUCK! Once i hate someone, no way of turning back... Like wat people said that i'm STUBBORN... I like it my style.. i dun care if i'm being harm... i dun care if it hurts me.... i dun care wat people think of me... but i hate it wen someone start to hit the wire... people getting on my nerves... wow!...

I've been keeping a lot of things inside of me... people want to play in my game n yet they been keeping silent... but finally, that sumone wakes up... i guez they r gathering the strength to fight back... hmmm... let me tell u tis... I GUEZ U MESS WITH THE WRONG PEOPLE ... Thinking that u've won... hahahaha... bullshit... this is just the beginning... wherby u can say all this... yah!... in a loving mood... hmmm yah!... u r saying that our words wont bring u down... but instead wat?u keep holding on... yah rite... I want to c how long u can survive... u think u r good... u think u r better than me... or should i say mature than me... think again... i guez.. there's a lot of differences in us... ur being helped by people ard u... or should i said being pampered... but me!... i'm being trained to be independent... i'm all alone since from the start... i never asked for people help... at your age, i was being trained by YOUR BELOVED BABY... so now having me here... indirectly, i'm training u to be in my shoe wen i'm with him... trying to c how long you can survive....*wink**giggle*

let me tell u this, the treatment that u got is not fully from him... wait till u get the shit hell out of him... by den you can eventually try talking shit with me... i'm giving u time for being PAMPERED... being LOVED... wow! dun think that i'm jealous over u already being with him... way out from my thought... hoohoo!... I never asked for all that from him... even though i want to... but i noe him...

so now, i'll try to stay down low... there's things tat u never noe abt me... n many things that i've been keeping secret from all of u... once u find out, u may say that its not me.... wats that words to describe me?... hmmm..... oh yah!... its CUNNING .... so u think i never noe, think again!....

nas, i noe ya be reading this.... u should noe how i work things out... ya noe my style... i'm sorry... i juz cant accept the fact that she's worst than me.... not saying that i'm perfect... but hmmm....

wel just got back from the city... i didnt celebrate Valentine's Day... Of course! I no longer haf a guy... *sigh*... but nevermind, i choose to be alone this time...

hmmm... earlier in the day, i went to a'ah place... hehehe.. bake cookies la... BUT... it didnt turned out to be cookies.. but sumow we make it like cupcake... hehehe... *giggle* its like flying sourcer... flat n big... damn!.. failed!... but still nice... the taste n aroma is like wow!... i'm at a'ah place from 1+ to 5+... damn!...its damn long waiting for the cookies to bake... wel i put everything in the bottle... thinking of giving to sumone.. but think again.... nvm... n people do say "there's still some other time"... fine then...

i rushed back home... n quickly changed... i'm late... everybody is there already... den wen i reached city hall, i met my couzin... stay with him for a while... n the while tend to be long.. i haf to accompany him search for applying hp line... damn!... i haf to help him... i'm reluctant la.... dunnno la eh... on way back to esplanade, luckily i saw my frenz... a'ah n rido is not there... damn!.. they haf left.... i'm sorry dear for not being able to join u guys at esplanade... den i proceed with my ite pals... hehehe.. great... fun....laughing... we went to marina kfc... the place is so quiet... i'm hungry... n gues wat we cheated the kfc staff... or should i say the manager.. supposingly, they owned us 4 chicken... but we ask for 6... n they eventually gave us 5 chicken n 1 zinger... woohoo!... den normal.. walk like leg want to break... all ard marina juz to find marina shooping centre entrance... while walking we took pic... i took pic with almost all including hafis fren... i dunno him seh... wateva la... *grin* den i meet with my couzin again... hafidz was there... haiz everytime i heard his name or meet him, my heart just skip once... *sigh*

i took the last train, i guez... den walk as normal... slowly i think i miss BB... this is where i agree wen craig david sing "u dont miss your water till your well runs dry..." i felt the lost... the smell of the perfume, the touch of his hand, the word that he says, the attractive brown eyes when he blinks... haiz... he didnt kol this whole day... y?... still heart broken abt wat happen bt us?... wel i jus hope for the best...

I noe i forget to say this to all...

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY

... hehh..*giggle*

Back 2 Sq 1

now the new love story have ended... the story bt me n BB... surprise isnt it!... the story has just begun n it ended so soon... *sigh*

wel i already expect all this... sumhow i already knew that this relationship itself would survive... wondering y!... its me... ME!... just me!... me whose playing with feelings... i'm being bad here... I felt really bad abt it... i noe he's sincere in his love but not me... even if with him, frankly, my heart still dun wan to go to him... our heart doesnt match... my heart belong to sumone else... u should noe who... lately i been thinking n thinking n thinking... n finally i come up to a decision... whereby i called it an off... i think i cant carry on lying myself n him... i just faking everything... i noe it hurts for him to hear this news... but i think its better if we stay as a fren first... get to noe each other wen we r frens... n if sumhow we r meant to be, we reunite again...

To BB, i'm sorry for wateva happened btw us... i noe u're hurting deep inside... its not tat u're bad for me... but i'm just grateful that you come into my life wen i needed sumone to fill up my emptiness... i'm not making use of u... i didnt mean to do anything bad to u... but its just tat i still haven woke up from the past... eventhough i've move on with my life... but my heart still reamin the same.. stay in the past... I felt really bad for playing with ur feelings... i shouldnt have agree from the start... i noe tis think wouldnt have happen it i didnt play along... hmm... i jus want to say thank u for everything... the love , the care, the concern... everything... for the reason i called it an off, you will soon noe... n PLS dun think its becoz of my X.... far from my thought that it would be becoz of him... I'M REALLY SORRY...

haiz... after skul i went out to imm n jp... damn!.. we shop like hell... feel like buying the whole thing there...but too bad not enouf cash...

today, hehe... ma BB was searching for me... surprise huh!... wel he kol a'ah... i told a'ah to tell him tat i'm not in skul... hehhe... n he sound worried... he kol ma house but nyai said i not at home.. n a'ah still can say maybe i wander ard... haiz... BB! BB!... welfinally i kol him... i told him the truth... he really sound worried... i reply him back sarcasticly... "Oh u noe how to feel worried... ohhh!... i tot u not going to feel worried abt me..." bad rite!... ahhh.. wel i juz want him to feel i i feel when he didnt kol me... hmmm... wen i was out till 7+... he kol a'ah again... heheh... worried again la... normal... coz i haven got back home... luckily there's a'ah who can say back to him... normal la... he juz asked me whether this saturday going out or not... OF COURSE !... with ma frenz la... hmmmmmmmm.... u noe wat?... he'll be working from today till saturday... damn!.. isnt it a long long working hr... y he's working that long also i dunno... wat eva it is, i hope on the outing day itself ya dun put a long fucking face... i hate tat... especially wen with ma fren... hope to hear from ya soon BB... miss ya...

wel i told a'ah abt wat i'm feeling rite now.. toward BB la... wel she understand... thx gerl!.... hmmm we talk n talk n talk... as u noe me, i cant stop talking abt sumting unless i got noting left to say abt it...

hooohhooo!.. i fight with ma mum again.. she say i'm being outspoken nowadays... so wat?... i care?... no!.. i'm juz speaking out wats on my mind.. n i would fight back if she stop criticizing him... i dun understand her... y she must have the black heart towards him... wats past is past... he's changing la... i can feel it... haiz... strange... mother will always be mother....

woohoooo!. i cant wait fo tis friday... bake, bake , bake... hehehe... excited seh... i want to buy for him ducky hp chain.. but i dunno if he likes it... coz got bell... guys using sumthing with bell.....hehehehhe... strange rite... dunno la... c how...

hmmm.... i cant be saying much this lately... my mind is so confused... my body is so weak... my mouth is so tired to speak... i dunno wat i'm thinking abt this lately... i'm seem to be back to the old me... whereby i'll be thinking abt being with sumone i love... trying possible ways to be with him.... BUT .... i noe i cant... he's with sumone else... n impossible he'll come back to me... unless we r meant to be la... n one thing i got sumone new who willing to love me... but the problem is that my feelings for him have not yet develope... the feelings that i'm having rite now is just a liking... not love... n this feeling of mine keep on come n go... like wat i believe... the liking feelings can easily be gone...

haiz... i dun noe... i'm guilty for being with him... coz frankly, my heart is not with him... physically yes, i'm with him... but emotionally n mentally i'm not... i noe i should be greatful that i have sumone who can love me... but what the point of being with sumone n yet ur heart is not for him... ur juz faking out everything... argh!... i dunno wat to do...

wel yesterday, i had a dream.... lately i been dreaming abt the two guys.. who else would it be... my x n my BB... in the dream itself... all the moment i was searching for sumthing... n i supposed that sumthing i'm searching for would be the love that i want in life... in the dream itself... i spent the nice moment with my x whereas i'm still being with my BB... soon my BB got to noe the truth... n we meet up n talk... having him understanding the problem, he set me free... he let me go... coz he noe that my heart is not for him... its for my x(kind of true)... we went on separate way... n surprisingly i didnt cry... but i'm juz shocked that it happen too fast... woooo!.. wat a dream... i wonder y i keep on dreaming of them... is there a sign or signal behind this... people do say that dream may not come true... but i believe that dreams do come true... it happened several times... n for me, dreams is a place where i received signal that going to happen soon... hmmm... we'll see about it..

related to the dream, my guy somehow want to let me go... but i stopped him by saying that i've dreamt of this... basicly, i told him that my mind is very disturbing by sumting... he asked abt wat... but i didnt told him... den he said he wouldnt mind letting me go... WoW!... NO BB !... even though i got a feeling of letting go.. but i canT for now... i still need your support... i'm not making use of you... but i juz need sumone... if your asking me to understand ur way of living... den who understand my living.. who understand me?... my feelings?... n currently the way u treat me, i was rather not satisfide... y?... coz i'm the one who have to kol u... i'm the one who should be reporting at you... even in the first place, i'm the one who said that i'm the kind of person who will report to the guys abt my where-about... but do u think that its fair... if i'm the only one doing it.. n what abt u... let me tell u this.... wat u do, just keep on reminding me of my past... i've been thru this... n i DUN want to go thru it again... where's goes your iniciative?... i'm sick to go thru this...dun make me think differently of you, BB...

yesterday too, i fought with my mum..... well normal thing happen... fight over my feeling towards him... n i'm damn pissed off n dissapointed... i try to convience my mum witht the good thought of him... yes one moment, she give the support next she condamn... argh!... no body understand me... she said that i should teach him a lesson... y should i?... i told her i'm not that cruel.. i'm not like her... If i want to make him suffer, i dun think i'll be still back him up... i'll give him the worst treatment i can ever give... I not that person ok... I got heart... even if i were to make some affection to their relationship... i'm not doing it to make him suffer... i think of him not the other... wow!.. i'm being frank here... i'm pissed ok... i'm sumhow u feel that i'm refering it to u... all i can say is that I'M SORRY...ARGH!... i cry to this... n i'm juz dissapointed that a mother didnt try to understand her daughter feelings... all she's been doing is only condamn n criticize... n wrong for me to fight back,... i noe... but i cant help it... she's not trying to understand me... how i wish i got siblings... then woulnt have to fight with my mum 24-7...

people can thing that they want to be pampered... well that wat i've been wishing for all my life... yes i'm being pampered by my god-family n parents... everybody loves me.. what i wan, i can get... but now no more... i'm all alone... i'm being train to be independent... n the moment i think i'm independent, they think i'm still a kid... i never had love from my parents... they r great wen they r in front of people... tell me wen you were young do u noe whats the real meaning of love?.. do your parents keep on sayign that they love you?... wel i DIDNT... they never say I LOVE YOU... they never shower me the feeling of love... they only showered me with the things that i want... i'm not being here to talk bad about my parents but i'm stating the fact...

thats when the moment i can say that I'M ALL ALONE...

hmmm... i'm damn bored here... wel now my house got guest... wel its my relatives... they meeting up with my dad for some quotation... they r renovating their new house...haiz..

where is ma BB?... he's been so quiet till now... he told me he'll kol me wen he reached home... n wat time is it rite now?.. he's been out since morning... argh!...wateva la... i dun care... seriously, i kind of not satisfide with the way we r rite now... i dun noe... eversince eversince ah.. my mind n thought had been like a maze... everything is being distracted...
i dunno wat going to happen between us BB.... if things were to happen, i'm sorry... but juz hope for the best...

wel this one whole day, i been eating ice-cream... first i tried eating the sweet-corn flavour... but it taste yucky... so i bought another one... chocolate flavour... whoa!... skul life was normal... chit chat... go out... talk crappy... haiz... lame rite... boring... but sumhow going home time, kind of great...

i went to jp with a'ah... wow!.. this part all of a sudden i tend to be so anxious abt this valentine day... heheh me n a'ah plan of doing sumthing... this friday i'll be going to her house... hmmm... wonder wat going to happen...

let me tell this frankly to all, i'm kind of reluctant to go for valentine's day... yes i want to celebrate it with sumone who love me... but i find it hard... coz things r not happening the way it supposed to be... i'm not going to elabrorate more on it...

i'm now in confused n pissed off mood lately...

argh!... noe wat!.. my most precious heart shape necklace break... damn!... i was so shocked... left only the necklace but not the pendant lost... that moment of time, my heart sank... damn!.. feel like crying man... i searched for the pendant... lifted up everything... n finally found it... shit man... i tried to fixed it back... n luckily it can be fixed... i quickly wear it on the neck... haiz... if that thing cant be fixed... i be lost like hell... tats that only thing i treasured most in life...

my BB is still at home.. he's still sick... haiz... one whole day he didnt kol.. juz expecting me to kol him... lucky got other of my fren to filled up my time... wel nwae BB, hope u get well soon... take care...

wel i need to stopped here for today... i've been in front of the comp since noon... wow my comp need a rest too... so update u guys tomorrow la eh... bye gd nites to everyone....

is it wrong if sumhow i never get over my x?... is it wrong if i miss him?... is it wrong if i put his pic or name in my blog?... is it wrong if i talk abt my x?... Is it Wrong...

i still dun understand y people never try to understand my situation... hei.. forgeting the past is not an easy task... never been so easy... its not like the same as i change my clothes everyday... people said its easy..yes i noe it easy... but what if u keep on remembering the sweet memories... how u gonna stop that from coming?...

wateva it is... let me tell people who dun understand my way... frankly, i still love my x... but sumhow i have to force myself accepting him as my fren... u think its easy eh!... NO! ITS NOT... i gues now i've already move away from his life ... eversince i noe that he got a NEW GIRL in his life... i hardly contact him... or even worst never met him eversince new year(the day they stead)... i guez i've given them the space... until now i dun noe wat happening to him... so how am i supposed to show him that i still care n love for him... i guez there's no way rite... all that i can do here is to miss him n think of him... dun tell me even that simple thing also i cant be doing... its ridiculous... haiz...

i not the same like any other girl who can easily forget their ex like throwing a trash... now i just dun noe how to eventually change my love to sumone new... yah i got new guy but the problem i cant get over my x... my guy noe abt it... i noe he try to stop me from meeting my x... afraid that i tend to do things that i used to do with my x... but PLZ LA... where goes the trust... we r not couple... both of us have gone on separate ways... we r just the past... there's noting to be afraid off...

haiz.. i dun understand people wen they r with sumone who got exes...hmmm... what wrong with the x?... is it wrong in meeting or chatting witht the x?... is it wrong if both of them r still frens?.... do expect them to lost in contact?.. wat if they have been frens for more than 5 years?... still want to to ask them to froget abt the x?... you should all be prepared for all the "case of the ex"... its not like as if the x is dead or wat... think abt that...

rite now i'm partly pissed off n partly confused.... argh!...

hmmm.... i took this test at ivillage... its abt Over Your Ex..... this is was i get...

You're Stuck on Mr. Wrong (10-16 points)
Breaking up is hard to do, and unfortunately no one knows that better than you. If you're still sorting through the "but why's" and "if only's" (not to mention the secrets and lies), just be patient with yourself. Even if you're wondering whether you should get back together, one thing is clear: All you need is time and TLC. Hang in there -- your closure will come.

In the meantime, take a look at these tried-and-true breakup recovery remedies from our special Love Lessons workshop, Breakup Survival: From Heartache to Happiness:

1. Take long baths.
2. Cry when you want to, and don't care what other people say or think.
3. Be with people who make you laugh, even if that leads to tears.
4. Write really awful, bitchy, irate letters to your ex and burn them, releasing those ideas to the air.
5. Eat well.
6. Lean into the pain. It's not bottomless. There's no getting out of the pain, there's just getting through. And you will, eventually -- that's guaranteed.

how do you deal with your depression?

Cutting. Your depression can be found lingering on
the edge of a razor. An easilly hidden little
habbit that's often used as a subsitution for
crying. The blood is surprisingly hypnotic...


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damn!.. i pissed with my clock n watch.. both r down... n gues wat... juz now wen i woke up... i tot its already 12+.... but to my surprise wen i'm at my comp... i checked the time was only 10.30... argh!... tat early i woke up... my goodness... i kol a'ah trying to plan abt today... wuhoo!... enjoy!... cant wait for today... been long time never go out together as a class...

urgh!... ma BB is still sick... dunno wats wrong with his stomach... poor BB... i also dunno whether to bring him along for the outing... he's sick... i want him to rest at home... not that i can enjoy n flirt with other guys (like wat he said)... but the main thing is that he's sick... i dun wan it to get even worse... hmmm... dunno la... he juz say that if he's ok, he'll kol n follow... anything la BB... take care k...

hmmm... yesterday nothing much... talking with ma frenz... doing sumting at comp... thruout the whole thing that i do, i was kind of worried abt BB... but i cant be doing much... not like as if i stay with him...

i got to talk to ma once close fren... "kpo"... wondering y "kpo?... heheh.. it my family calling for that person last time... cute rite...! wel its been along time never talked to "kpo"... we talked roughly abt everthing... but for sure there's still a secret kept... yah i noe it been along time we never contact n i noe who i am rite now... *grin*... damn!... "kpo" noes that i got guy... arhh!... like i care... wel like i say for now i cant be saying nthing much first about me n BB... coz it juz new... so see how it goes... wow!.. i miss "kpo" voice n laughter... n yah its been a long time people can eventually heard me laughing happily... thx to everyone... haiz... i wish i can meet with "kpo"... i miss "kpo"... *hand up*... promise i'll meet you up one of this days...

hmmm... since i'm writing here... i want tot tell abt wat i dreamt this lately... wel basicly the dream is abt ma x... this thing happen over n over again... like the most popular demand episode... k as for now i'm got a new guy rite... n having ma x having a new girl... meaning both goes on seperate ways already... but sumhow in the dream itself...having me n my guy in a happy, wonderful relationship... ma x one day come n meet me... we sat sumwhere near the beach... urgh!... romantic rite... *smile*... k wateva... den we ask abt each other life... but one thing i notice, he was putting a sad n problematic face... after all the talking, he suddenly told me sunting ... he start to compare me n the new girl... he say me better la... he cant get wat he wan with her la... all sorts of thing that will eventually make me feel pity towards him... making me feel like coming back... but eventually in the dream itself i keep myself positive... damn!... wat does this mean seh... haiving this dream... remind me of the song She can't love you - Destiny childs.. n that was the song i wanted to give to ma x... hmmm.....

An Unexpected Chance To Love

So unexpected, so hard to explain
All in one moment, you took away my pain

Not sure why or how this came to be
But when I'm around you, you make me feel like I'm free

Your gentle touch never fails to send me chill
Just the same as when I look into your eyes and they make me stand stil

Just being around you is making me feel so whole
It's like your an angel that is purifying my soul

I was always so scared before, never knowing what to do
Now I feel so safe, knowing I only want to be with you

You've showed me how I can again use my heart
You've healed me inside, and gave me a new start

Together as one I believe in no end
There is nothing that can stop us, and nothing we can't mend

We have to believe in ourselves, and not let anything stand in our way
We just have to take it slow, and live day by day

I truly believe this is a chance we wouldn't regret
It's a chance to love, and that's what we can't forget

What I've just told you, it all comes from inside
What i'm asking, is for you to love, and to stand by my side


tis is 4 ma BB... thx for willing to be with me through my hardest time to forget the past... the way u care... the way u want me... it seems different... i love the way u love me... u show me the happiness n love that i wish for... u make me ready to fall in love again... i juz hope u can be patient with me... hope what we r going thru rite now will be smooth sailing...

recap abt yesterday... wel... i didnt go to skul... hehe... both my clock n watch spoilt (lame reason)... wateva... wel straight down walk to ma darling... guez who?!... my beloved comp... :) ...

mum kol amper times... n every time she kol she will nag... argh!... if only my ear there's a door that can be shut, then i wouldnt be listening to wat she nag abt... haiz.... first she nag abt me no going to skul... deen she nag abt the cleanliness of the hse... den she nag abt me talking on the phone at nite... den she nag abt me want to go out... damn!... all i did was to keep my mouth shut... coz i noe myself better... once i open my mouth, i will be rude... so better shut...

u noe what!... I went out with ma BB... :)...damn!... i cant resist looking at his eyes... the way he blinks... damn! i'm melting... hehehe... we had a great time together... we catch a movie... TORQUE... the movie was superb.. the sound effect, the cast, everything... it juz so nice to watch... recommandation for all sport bikes n cars lover... wow! cant believe we met a lot of his frens... hmmm... tot of taking love getty at heeran or far east... but too bad... shops r closing.... the funniest part is where we went to far east... using the overhead bridge lead to level 3... walking in... shops r already closed... walked down to level two.. den walk out of far east... its like as if we went there just to feel/take the coldness...

this part i find it funny, stupid but yet great... we took train to raffles place... den out to take cab... but too bad there was not a single empty cab... even there was, they will put busy or on-call... argh!... i love the day... its full moon... n never in my love days i'll be walking with a guy on full moon day... *grin*... so we walked down to esplande... down to marina, millenia walk... den middle of suntec... imagine how far we walked... tired u noe... juz to get a cab... there's too many many people... finally there's a cab.. n surprisingly, the cab drive back to the place that we walked along... in the cab... hmmmm... i tool a nap... sleepy n tired... hmm.... i love his smell... so fresh n nice... hmm... never thot from marina to my place would cost 15 bucks... damn! its expensive... he send me home till in the lift... chilled under my block... i dun let him send me till the doorstep.. coz dun want my parent to nag... eventhough its a way of being gentleman.. but nevermind sumother time...

dozed off....*yawn*

I'm Stress Once Again

haiz.. i dunno wat to do rite now... having AnGel tagging me make me really stress... adding more with the conversation that i had with rudy... after talking to him, my mood automaticly change... i'm trying my best here to forget abt it but yet he keep on reminding me... he seems to noe more abt it then me.... hmmmm.... my mind was thinking differently...

i hate to go thru this kind of situation... I hate wen people trying to keep secret from me... whether or not it involve me, i juz wan to noe... there's nothing wrong in revealing your feeling to sumone you love... in life you have to be brave sumtime... trying to face the fact whether the person u love can accept u or not...

AnGel, having u now not revealing your feeling, you're at lost... first you pressure yourself by keeping the secret... n another thing you lose sumone u want to be with... i really appreciate if people were to admire me... but what do u expect from me... i'm starting to fall in love with BB... whether its going to work out or not, i'm not sure for myself... yes i cant lose sumone who love me indirectly... but plz i beg u.... tell me if you have feeling for me... having u doing this, u make me uncomfortable n guilty... its hard for me to move on... let me tell u this, even it i said that i not going to bother abt it... i'll still try to find who u r... if u can say it in the tag board... y cant u tell me face to face... even if not face to face, there r still a device called phone... i noe you going thru under depression after noeing that i'm in love with sumone else... but there's nothing that i can do... unless u reveal yourself... so i hope u get wat i mean....

Peace. You Truly Desire Peace. Just relaxing
somewhere calm with a light breeze against your
cheecks is our ideal of pefect. You don't like
to start fights, but instead, end them without
using violence.

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being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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