Monday, January 26, 2004

Guys Like That You're Charming


You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads

Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-)

You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet

So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't!




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Monday, January 19, 2004

My Painful Love

Why does it have to hurt inside?
Why do I have to cry each night?
I think I have to walk on by...
Cuz I'm starting to lose my sight...

What is it that changed your mind?
Who is it that keeps you blind?
Why did you change so fast?
Did you really have to leave me behind?

I start to think about all we had
And how it turned this way...
I guess I'll have to leave your side,
And turn my face away...

Although my soul will die...
Although my heart will cry...
I've got nothing else to do,
I'm hurt deep inside

But although I'll leave your side,
You'll be always on my mind...
My heart and soul will ache for you,
Every day and every night...

You're my never-ending love,
The love that keeps me alive...
You're the one I'll love forever,
Although it hurts inside...

Saturday, January 17, 2004

Smirk
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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Sunday, January 11, 2004

People like you becuase you're funny!
What attracts people to you?

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Thursday, January 08, 2004

Love Curse

She couldn't stand the silence,
She couldn't stand the tears,
She couldn't stand her life,
After only eighteen years.

He was her entire world,
She gave him all she possesed,
He did the same in return,
They were thought to be obsessed.

Their love couldn't be reached,
Couldn't be touched by any other,
They were all they needed,
They only wanted each other.

From two they became one,
They made each other whole,
They filled each other's voids,
They filled each other's souls.

Everything was perfect,
Everything was great,
Till one damning day,
They were told they'd have to wait.

Her parents were moving her,
To a distant place,
They'd be torn apart,
Couldn't see each other's face.

They swore they'd make it work,
Vowed to stay together,
Didn't care about the distance,
They'd be toghether forever.

She gave it all she had,
She did her very best,
But he still slipped away,
He didn't pass the test.

While she was thinking of him,
He had found another,
He said he couldn't do it,
He talked it over with his mother.

She was devestated,
Her heart was torn straight out,
She'd been such a fool,
She should have listened to her doubt.

From then on they stopped talking,
Never spoke again,
While he was with his new girl,
She was dreaming of him.

Every day she'd cry,
She tried to fight off all the pain,
But the hurting never stopped,
Just shot through every vein.

Months went by since the ending,
But she only grew worse,
She couldn't accept what happened,
This was love's curse.

It finally overtook her,
She couldn't stand it anymore,
She grabbed a picture of him,
And snuck out the front door.

She walked into the woods,
Found a secluded place,
Kept thinking of the past,
And how she'd been replaced.

Hours later she was found,
In a pool of her blood,
And beside her they found,
His picture in the mud.

On the back read her reason,
Why she took her life,
What he did to her,
It seemed he had held the knife.

Though physically he didn't kill her,
He tore her soul apart,
It was obvious how she did,
It was from a broken heart.

Friday, January 02, 2004

Life for me now is worthless... meaningless... damaged... i no longer have the energy to move on... i'm weak... i've lost in his battle again n again... damn it hurts me... really pierce me thru...*sobs**sobs*... y do i haf to go thru this way... is this the challange that i have to go thru to eventually be with him... if it really is, i dun mind doing it.. but if its for nothing, i'm juz a fool... wel i already a fool... i dont want to say i'm a doll coz i know he wont accept that... i'm sufferign here... lonely heart is what i'll be if no one cares for me...

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People are happy to be with him... but yet i'm suffering.. someone do ask me if i'm ok with it... all i can say is "i'm ok, i'm fine with it, i can't be forcing him to stay..."... its all bullshit from me... yes i did say i'll give the blessing BUT... i cant keep on blessing for their happiness... what about my feelings... i should thick up my skin to face all this.. coz things already happened... like people says "expect the unexpected"... so to the people, let me tell you this.. its all a lie from me... i'm rather not satisfide with the things that happened... it happen too fast... wow! in just a split second!...

people can have the one hell of a fucking happiness... but PLEASE spare me the details... i can't bare hearing neither i'm willing to see the two of you... Tell me the bad news but not the good news... notto say that i'm bad for only wanting the bad news... but telling me the good news would bring me to where... you r still hurting me in a way or another... dun add the pain that i'm going thru rite now.. the wound wont be healed... i guess even if you guys were no longer together, the wound will always be there.. in my mind n my heart... i'll never forget what u guys have put me thru... i can forgive but not forget... dont try to play shit with me... i'm more danger in words than wat you guys may think... you guys are still in my battle... game had just began... Inform me if you are backing off... the lesser player, the better... will not be troublesome...

I was just surprise to know that someone move on too fast... fucking fast... in just a few hour, that someone can accept another someone whom i really fucking love, after a few hrs of breaking-up... damn... wtf... dun u feel the pain... or should i be sarcastic.. u never noe the meaning of pain... if i were that someone, i'll take a long time to move on... yes you can have feelings for someone else in mind... coz i guess having pain in relationship is like part n parcels of life... especially for girls... having the pain is to really test your patient... not to take advantage of it... if ur willing to stead with that sumone n noeing thing were to happen this way, n you cant stand with a busy schedule time... den y even bother stead with the person... once u r with someone, everything will involve feelings... you can be playing off people feelings.. unless u want people to do it to u too.. dun play or hurt people heart... it a bad sin to do... coz u'll never noe... what u do, u'll get back.. anything is possible... saying by choosing that someone is a right choice... do think again before you write... how well have you known that person?... do you really noe what kind of person that person is?.. are you willing to bare any pain from him if you were to know any truth, the real person.?.. this is just the beginning... you'll never noe how it will end up... in any way you wil have to bare the consequences... try putting in people shoes first before you proceed with what ever u want to do... dont leave a bad impression to people... coz u already did...n people will not remember the good deeds but all the bad deeds... unless someone who really noe you well... they are excused...

i still dont understand y... i've try my best to prevent but things happened... n even if i had talk sence in someone, they wont do nting... people willing to bare the consequences even noeing wat happening next... follow your heart n you'll noe where you lead to... what eva decision comes from the heart will always be right... well i follow my heart but they have been lying to me... so either way i have to lie to them... lets be frank here... what eva blessing that i give will only be for a while... the rest of it, i leave it all to you... 20% out of everything is going to be a curse n swear... like it or not.. i'm just not satisfide... i dun care if people hate me for this... i dun care if people to label me as a "bitch".. i already am... i have to fight for people right who are to weak to fight for... hurting someone you love is a sin... so noeing if i heard someone hurt my beloved precious forever person.. den prepare for the ride... the one hell of a fucking shitty ride... dun try to play shit with me... i can be as nasty you can think of... dun make my devil come out... for now i'm trying to bring out the angel... i've ruin people relationship twice.. dun try to make this the third time..

the pain that i went thru rite now is really hurting me... having me to let him go... which i think i cant... having me surviving from my daily routine... damn its hurts... dun try to be in my shoes... coz you wont like the pain... you think you went thru the most painful life... think again... i've been thru hell in pain... dun try to challange with me... i've giving the dateline... n my battle for you is still on... it just start.. wont be ending soon.. manage to pass thru the dateline you have won the battle... so for now i'll just wait n see... LETS PLAY THE GAME!!